What else I can write

I am feeling very happy, very bright. Shades come.

Will disappear.

Expression important.

Most Important

Today, the most important thing is for me, to optimize my shop. I am finding necessary need to express myself. I see people so mischievous, It is basic nature of Maya, so I should not mind it. What God is giving me and telling me is far more higher. I see my Future correctly. My work will be my voice. I was so hurt by people and their practices that activity is important.

People are distorted expression of all that is light. Basically all maya is 'shade' of light. Which appears as light, though temporarily. That is.

I was amazed by an expression - People ask whether God is - Actually God is all that - Whether You are or You are not, is questionable.

My Website is my Karma, Whether it will continue or not - I surrender to you. You, the greater high will decide.

Ego I have, I think Ego is what covers you from all the undoings, strange people and events in life.

What I like the most is my connection to the higher self. People say there is a 'Fall' but who is held by God, how can he fall. I can simply laugh.

Whatever uneasy is actually shade of something. Bring light and that is gone, no questions and no doubts. People will come and go. Events will come and go. And the journey... "Ho".....

I get confused

I get confused so many perspectives to see things. I am looking for a new environment to express my things. But I am not convinced with any one.

Why do i need a blog.

I can do marketing with pad.

But search engine is important.

Master's Art

Master's are so much 'range hue' (colored), 'unki art ka pata hi nahi chalta.

It is the art of youngesters, when they suddenly do out of the blues. That gives the sense or art.

(Classic)

Just to write about autorail

This is a beautiful composition. I was just amazed by organisation and continuity. Harmonics was excellent. The way they increased their tempo uplifted the spirit. It was similar to what 'sufi' singers do. Very rare. This is the first composition I saw which did this thing, tempo with the spirit of song. Thanks to Toubab Krewe. You can check out the song at http://www.artistdirect.com/nad/window/media/page/listen/0,,4937325,00.html

Delhi Recorded Severe Hail Storms (First Picture Published on the Web)

Ya, i was working on my computer and suddenly noticed heavy storm. When I came outside noticed a thick layer of ice lying on the road. This was really surprising. This is peak summer and icing outside!

I read in Dipak Chopra's book the word, Universal Mind.

I am finding an amazing thing.

I read in Dipak Chopra's book the word, Universal Mind. Somewhere this relates to my experience. To which we seek as God is a Universal Mind, very similar to our mind except that it’s operating on a bigger scale.

And the mystical fact that I want to say here, AT SOME POINT, AT SOME LEVEL OF SIMILARITY, this relates to the 'Answer'.

Which answer?

In meditation we 'move' to somewhere. Similarly in meditation with open eyes seeing this world we encounter two things:
1. What is happening inside our mind
2. What is happening outside our mind, before us (or what we are seeing)

For so long I had been observing very closely and that these two happening must have some correlation. It seems unhealthy and illogical. But at 'Some Point' there is some relation between the two. What my experience says occasionally and at 'Some Points' I find the 'answers' or 'correlations' between what is happening inside and what I am seeing outside. I do not know I very firmly believe in this, very firmly, may be someday some 'equation' might be formed to establish the relationship.

So back to the book's Universal Mind. These two minds the Universe and the Self operate on common principals and logic, similar softwares, self updating but based on certain fundamental principles.

We search for some external god but this bigger and 'real' god is before us, the universe with the les of nature.

When we are with certain Principles we are with the universe.

I think with principles we can experience God.

Vijay

Himachal Pradesh

Himachal Pradesh is a very good example of self sufficient economy. People are happy with whatever little they have. The most fundamental needs like food, cloth and shelter is fulfilled by nature.

I have seen a very strange thing that is their cultural taste, the objects they use, their colors, their forms. These are so so advanced that I can say they were one of the most developed cultures of the world. And the most beautiful thing is, they are still very near to that.

While staying their for a longer duration, I asked a local village person if he or other people there would be interested to start any industry there, he frankly denied. I found them so contented genetically, culturally.

Living in the close proximity of nature, isolation from urban development gave them a meditative environment. They evolved so beautifully. This may be partly due to their self sufficiency. They are least dependant on their neighbor places, each unit residing on geographically recognizable unit is independent till large extent that least does it depend on others.

Another important factor, some very very small villages are so beautiful, even more beautiful than known tourist spots - they are beautiful in all ways because tourists or people never bothered to stay or interact there. I really thanked God that we or they could not reach there. And you will not believe they are so so beautiful - their trees with their angles, their grasslands, their homes, so natural, I believe for centuries, I saw consciousness dancing there, arranging everything visually, visually so beautiful, I was just hanged to them, so much so virgin those places were even I once thought before walking over those pieces of land.

Mostly these places are on the way to higher mountain areas, they emerge suddenly and artists will find those inspirations so inspiring, I have no words to describe, all that I can say we are so so fortunate that those beauties and cultures are still surviving and more happily I can say people would never stop or stay there as they are very small and amidst this huge beauty it makes no sense to stop and stay there (that too, only for beauty). Thank God it make no sense. Those beauties are, as it is as they were, as beautiful.

Not good

Google chrome has no history, no google search and no pr meter. This is really something not good from the tech giant like google.

It is missing the most simple things. People are used to IE and want at least most basic features of browsing conveniently.

The Good Looking Teachers: Old vs New

The most important thing is We are not meant for those 'unknown procedures' which we inject into our minds. Our mind operates on some very fundamental programming.

This is the cause of all human suffering.

Going in detail, I was returning from hills and was wayback in delhi to my home by metro. In train i was looking analytically to good looking teachers going to schools, they all there were in their mid of 'understanding' and were in fight with modernity and their days old traditionality, as most of the indians are.

I was thinking curiously and very seriously what make us suffering. The most fundamental reason.

Suddenly something clicked in my mind. This is GOING AGAINST OUR FUNDAMENTAL PROGRAMMING.

We have been programmed to operate on very simple instructions (programming).

But we complicate this by LEARNING EVERYWHERE. Yes this is something very very important.

All our negative things are result of our inside fight with our fundamental and the new.

This modernity is eating us.

Unless we know how to handle this.

plant A TREE and INFORM ONE PERSON to PLANT A TREE

It is really something very serious, india is to face. The 'upcoming' drought.

India is running for westernization but what it is missing is the Greenery, the environment.

We are at distance from our culture. And are with a culture that is no culture itself. This is adaptation, blindly adapting.

Certain things are fundamental like food, shelter and clothes. Similarly the environment we live in.

We are doing nothing for the air we breathe in.

We are doing nothing for the trees around us.

We take them for granted.

Nature is depleting very fast. And the pollution is growing even with a faster rate.

What can we do.

There will be a day when everybody will be crying for water, food and the fundamental things. But then it will be too late.

This is the time we should unite and take this thing (the plantation) very seriously. At least we much privilaged ones should come forward.

Planting in our neighbourhood green areas is as important as planting a plant in our pot.

We must start a compaign globally to plant trees collectively. We should not wait for the govts. to take action.

I would request the readers of this blog to plant A TREE and INFORM ONE PERSON to PLANT A TREE.

But the way she was hitting the instrument with one hand with five fingures was amazing

Yes today i was looking for folk music of china. I was very much impressed by Pipa Solo by Liu Fang of China. It was a good solo presentation.

The thing i was thinking seriously was its comparison with Indian classical music. Difficulty wise the string instrument she was playing is similar to indian equivalent Sarod (the Indian String Instrument). Sarod is recognised to be one of the most difficult instrument.

But the way she was hitting the instrument with one hand with five fingures was amazing. It was perfection itself. With confidence and a rare seriousness.

So many takes and pauses were similar to Indian Classical One. There were certain compositions like Sitar's 'Jhala' (hitting hard to the instrument at high tempo).

I was very happy to see she was encouraged, recognised and invited by so many places in the west. This is something very important for artist.

I liked the Chinese softness of presentation be it music, conversation, art or any other form. A slight glimpses of element of mystery. They are really a very delicate culture with lots of ancient wisdom.

a beautiful analogy for 'what is time'

Yes, i could never write about ultimate mysteries

it was my innate, days old passion to write about ultimate mysteries

of death and time,

what is time, i invented a beautiful analogy

it says, there is a reel of (consciousness) when passes against the sunlight of mind, produces the movi of 'what is happening' before one's eyes.

One end of this reel is past and the other is future. It is unwinding from future to past.

And amazingly this is possible to 'get into' this unwinded 'future' and see the content of the reel.

changing suddenly brings breath of joy,

I was so tied to my routine,

of thinking and lots of thinking,

about

philosophy of everything, how plants grow, why one behaves in certain way, how things can be simpler, and a lot many things,

I think our existence is nothing but the thinking, our life revolves around thinking, we breathe thinking and breathe out thinking

And this thinking is related with our performed actions,

And mind somewhere feels good or bad,

changing suddenly brings breath of joy,

without any reason.

I am breathing happiness, change is life

I am little surprised what is making happier these days. Nothing unusual happening except that i am unwinding my old routine,

I have started seeing life, out of routine,

I simply enjoy the work, unroutined, i have intoduced some new things,

I have some sleep in daytime, I work late till 1 am,

Changing routine or change in life brings happiness, perhaps change is life, itself.

a beautiful day

This was a beautiful day, except that weather is humid. Everything else was beautiful.

Recently i have intorduced a new practice, puting my kitchen platform clean, at the end of day working at home. It is very beautiful.

I never washed bartan all my life. But start doing makes one loving that art. I have developed loving this underrated work as well.

I am surprised.

Expression, What ab those who are less privilaged, Expression

The most fundamental thing. Writing is.

We see, think and express. We can not escape form these 3 fundamental things.

So what is writing. It is a simultaneous input , processing (thinking) and output process.

Experience of it makes one artist, of expression. That is writing.

One of the most fundamental art. Since man came into existence.

What ab those who are less privilaged.

I have also to become artist of expression. Master of these 3 processes.

I am a very fast processor. All that i need is expression.

Expression.

ट्रेन से दिखने वाली लाइट

कहीं दूर
ट्रेन से दिखने वाली लाइट की तरह
आशा की एक किरण
मुझ से कहती है
तुम ग़लत नहीं हो

मंजिल तुम
तुमसे
तुम्हीं तक

Firstly let me write. My ultimate ambition. Let others follow. Let other ambitions follow. I do not care

How
Firstly i will write diaries. Continous diaries. On the same blog. What happened in my life. Should i publish them i would see later. Firstly let me write. My ultimate ambition. Let others follow. Let other ambitions follow. I do not care.

Then, writing about? Explanations. Of. Divine, Workings, Whys, Mysteries, Behaviours. Yes. Thats all.

Reading my self feeds me, I love reading myself. I am feeling light. I am in search of best mode of expression. Best subject of expression. What inadequacy i find with Arts. Perhaps it has no words. It is philosophical but what ab words. Where are words. Words have more clarity than visuals.

Perhaps to different minds different mediums suit.

Why not to embrace all sujects. Literature. No. Why to confine to boundaries of Literature. Remember expression. Be it anything. Through body movements, to writing, to thinking etc.

Which are the most fundamental activities through which man expresses. Talking, Writing, Moving. I will pick writing.

Then, writing about? Explanations. Of. Divine, Workings, Whys, Mysteries, Behaviours. Yes. Thats all.

Human love is based on 'twos emotions'

i saw the explanations of life with different heirarchies. All saying the same thing. Which chain to follow. None. I have found the structure. Structure of life. Tree of Life. With its all branches. Braches with headings of different subjects. Life is Knowledge. And knowledge is arranged sciences.

One series says: Psychology - Emotions - Cosciousness - Behaviors - Sufferings - Solutions

You will find a refinement of variables as move on to the series. Man fights.

Another series say - Philosophy - Love for knowledge - Understanding - Liberation - Wisdom - Isolotion - Thinking - Bliss

This second series is more beautiful. It is not dependant on scientific findings rather on Intuitions. Self findings. Not borrowed or experimented. But Self Findings. Self Felt. And thats the beauty

Third series spirituality is not good in a sense that it jails you into religion. One needs liberation to be jailed! Do you think so. So this is poverty.

Human love is based on 'twos emotions' , it should be one. self dependant. love for knowledge.

first i will express than expression itself arange it

My purpose

my purpose of life is to express. first i will express than expression itself will arrange it. the beauty inside will be arranged itself and thats the beauty thats the perfection, i seek.

Where mind and soul is both used. Both find the application.

How happy i feel when i say, I cried alot before people. For. Stupidity. Though it was available to me. I just want to be funny. Easy going. Free. Writing is the journey where you dont need to meditate. Where mind and soul is both used. Both find the application.

Boy, kid and the mother

Woman are bipolar thats why they are called 'maya'. They think, act and behave all in three different 'phases' simultaneously. That's why they are called illusion.

They are not wrong in themselves, perhaps they enjoy this.

They are the mirror of what you are. They behave in a way that suits you, and that does not suit you. This way they 'trace' their love (for you). False love they seek and false love they find. This way they are never quenched.

Boy, kid and the mother. They are. When they find a boy in man. They are the happiest. This is what compliements. They search the man but what they need is boy and a kid who fulfills the man and the kid needs both.

my dearest one

O' God my dearest one,
why you are invisible.
Why am i,
I saw you everywhere
but why not always
mind
stops
seeing you
everytime

That's the beauty I love

Hay, i was thinking what is life.

Somtime bliss, mostly bliss

sometimes energy takes over

smoke like barriers takes me over

society its rituals, ironies, contrasts they become inside, of me. I know i need lots of editing. But i hate editing. I like flow like river. Spirit. The very beautiful word drives me. I do not like the word life. Similarly i do not like the word 'atma'. But I like the word 'God'. But i never saw him. The most beautiful thing about God is he is the Greatest and too too too wide to be understood. That's the beauty. My mind wants to fathom Him. In his greatness, in its search it finds the ground to run run as fastest as it can. That's the beauty. I love. I really love to run for Him. People say within. I say everywhere.

The problem running outside you will find hurdles, deviations. But inside its beautiful. Endless. I have been. I reached to the point of stillness, but why i do i get confused sometime, 'bhramit' sometime.

I was in search of love for so time, but worldy love is 'bharamit'. It demands like a beggar. This is full of bad things. Bad shackles. I do not like that. I want a love like river, eat as much as you can drink as much as you can and run over to next destination. Everything is God. Love it and move on. Like Rock Concert Team heading towards next journey. That's the beauty I love.

going to begin

I am going to begin writing for the project

i am not satisfied

I have one more problem,

that to have selection of template for my project,

i have tried two wordpress themes,

but i am not satisfied,

it limits me, my presentation

on the one hand i want an academic look, on the other i want tech savvy, how to maintain the balance, i know too much about designing, my knowledge interrupts me in simple growth,

i think i should proceed in whatever way i can, progression is important, by the time i learn, not the structure,

but i get inspiration from design,

i will continue...

craving for beauty

But what about my project. That conflict is still in my mind.

Craving for beauty.

I have the presentation for Art Project but i find it difficult to select graphics for it.

I have too too high standards for it.

I think i should begin with whatever standards i have (or i am).

Everybody learns from doing, so should i.

history being Time related...

Yes, this was a little better day, i enjoyed fox history, and was shocked to know about the horrific turn the world history is taking. Modernity and unequal distribution of 'progress' causing danger to human civilization.

Knowing about world history is so structural and important for better thinking.

How little we know about the world we live in.

History being Time related would always be more important than other upcoming sciences.

thank u blogger

I want to thank blogger giving great opportunity and tool to express.

my today's agenda

My todays agenda is very simple:

Go throught the feeds, as i used to do and its a very beautiful experience, i used to see the technical feeds.

Than go through the mails.

Than my main work, going through my favourite art book, being inspired and write for my art project.

May this be my everyday.

i have to deliver

The great old problem of mine of Structure.

I am a structure lover and perfectionist.

And so my projects never comes to fruition.

This time too i am tied to my concepts of imperfection and self criticism.

But i will win over. Because i have to deliver.

great great expresser

I had been thinking so long to put my random thoughts on blog, and i did it today.

Its a great organiser and a great great expresser.

scheduling

I read one very beautiful in the morning. Its from a blog and it says SCHEDULING. This really touched me.

I need this. Perhaps everybody.

This is my thought of the day.

My things are so random that they forget to schedule.

It says schedule your day and you are done.

but i forgot to switch on the pump!

I had a strange way to keep my rememberance. I practiced it today. There was nobody in the home. And i had to put the water pump on to keep my water filter functioning well. (it may go wrong if there is no water from the main supply.)
So i was too feared what to do, as i am very quick to forget. My memory follows instructions which are too fresh, too too fresh. So random with its random access memory system.
So what i did was really creative!!! (smile)
I put all my lights on. Put a tag on my wrist, what do you call to wrap. And yes...successful it was. I put the switch off at the very right time.
But the most humrous thing was, when i put all lights and the rope on my hand, i forgot to switch on the pump!